Surprise (not really)
the Gawels are expecting Baby #3, aka 3G, in June. Most girls, like myself, can
sense when there is a newly pregnant friend in the universe and had already
picked up on the growing belly in a few Facebook pictures. Makes sense given I
was showing at 9 weeks. Fun fact: my mom noticed my belly getting bigger before
we announced I was pregnant – yep 3G was not waiting make his/herself known.
Of course having a third child brings out questions people
want to ask you but never actually do. They probably talk about it with others
but not directly to you J
I figured I would answer some of those questions to help facilitate the
conversation. Plus, let’s me honest . . . after JD there are usually a few
additional questions.
Planned or surprise?
Interesting question. Nate and I had decided on having a
third child . . .however, 3G decided (s)he wanted to join the family a bit
earlier than we planned. It seems as though my children do not follow my very
scheduled and organized life. Connor was two weeks late, JD was 4.5 weeks
early, and now 3G will arrive in the spring versus later in the year per our
plans. Guess we know who will run the show come June.
Will we find out the
gender?
This causes some controversy amongst our besties. No, we
will not find out the gender, we will be surprised in the delivery room like we
were with Connor and we would have been with JD had we not learned about his
entire genetic make-up. I love
hearing what others are having before the babies are born but for me I love a
good surprise. And we will not share names either . . . although the Olympics
sure do give us some more options to think about.
What are we hoping
for? Boy or Girl?
It would be nice to add a princess to the family. Nate,
Connor, and I all think it is a girl. When we asked Connor if he wanted a baby
brother or a baby sister he said with a shrug of his shoulders “I already have
a brother so now I need a sister.” He calls her Pinkberry and has already
picked out paint colors for her room and bathroom. Hope he realizes he will
have the pleasure of sharing that bathroom with her and JD for many, many, many
years to come. I am sure there will never be fights over time spent in the
bathroom.
All that said, we would also be happy with a new little
prince. Remaining the only princess in the family has its perks for me.
At this point, we feel
it is a girl and she will be a pistol. This pregnancy has given me the
gifts of nausea for 18+ weeks, high school boy worthy acne, and more colds and
headaches than the first 30-some-odd years of my life. The wonderful glow I
once had as a first time pregnant mommy has not been seen in years. Wah wah
Don’t get me wrong; I am one of those chicks that loves
being pregnant. I love the first signs of the belly even though I just look
fat. I love the first movements knowing there is a little person dancing
around. And I LOVE hearing the heartbeat at each of our doctor’s visits. Yet .
. . I am not quite as bouncy this time around. Am I old or is it just what
happens when you are on kid number 3?!?!
Will you be getting a
Mini-van?
No! Next question please.
Now, for the big question that some people ask directly but
most ask me with their eyes . . .
Are you nervous about
having a “healthy” baby after . .
. you know, JD?
Very easy . . . NO! No we are not nervous. No we are not
concerned about having a “healthy” baby.
Within the special needs community there are many different
takes on the “as long as the baby is healthy” saying. Some families find it
offensive. They hear “as long as my baby is not like yours.” My heart tells me
people are not trying to be cruel . . . but in reality most people do not wish for a child with
special needs. A year before we
received JD’s diagnosis a group of friends sat around having lunch discussing
life. During this discussion it became clear that half the group would do
anything NOT to have a child with special needs. I did not agree with this
mindset but I also was not raising my hand to volunteer. That conversation
stuck with me as I hit send on JD’s introduction email in January 2012. But two
year later we feel blessed to have
such a sweet, playful boy as a part of our family.
Once you have a child with special needs it seems people
think you are kinda broken even though JD was a de novo (spontaneous) deletion.
It could happen to anyone. Fun fact: identical twins are also a spontaneous
event with just a different outcome. Reproduction is very unpredictable for
everyone. A lot of things have to go right to have a “healthy” baby. So when
people ask us about a “healthy” baby I know what they are really asking.
Yet for us “as long as the baby is healthy” has nothing to
do with special needs. For us our goal is to have a child that does not end up
in the NICU. Connor was escorted to the NICU for 48 hours of observation due to
a fever I spiked during labor (a hospital policy which changed shortly after
his birth). I was wheeled down to the NICU every 3 hours to feed Connor. It was
brutal. And we know about JD’s extended stay at Children’s/Lurie’s. To us, the
saying “as long as the baby is healthy” means “as long as we don’t have to
visit the NICU.”
From the beginning of my pregnancy with JD I sensed
something was different. From the beginning of this pregnancy I have sensed a “healthy”
baby that will…um let’s say be strong willed. No matter what we are excited to
expand the Gawel family.
Are you considered a high-risk
pregnancy?
No. Once again, JD was a spontaneous deletion. Both Nate and
I were genetically tested when I was still pregnant with JD. The results showed
no abnormalities or balanced translocations. That being said, all future pregnancies
post JD will be considered on track until proven otherwise. And by all future pregnancies I mean
this one because 3 kiddos is our limit.
How was the 20-week
ultrasound?
Uneventful . . . which is what you want when you have had a
previous eventful 20-week ultrasound. 3G is measuring exactly to the day with
all other measurements looking wonderful. As the ultrasound tech measured each
checkpoint she would say “looks good” or “measuring normal” but when she got to
the femur she said “looks good . . . oh the femur is long the baby will be
tall.” Welcome to having a Gawel baby. Connor (3 years old) is taller than many
4 –year-olds, JD is longer than most of his peer group and our 16-year-old
nephew is 6’6” . . . and still growing. Olympic volleyball player maybe?
Already working on my pushy mom skills.
Just to make sure the baby stays in control (s)he showed us
his/her stubborn side. When trying to get pictures of the heart and profile
(s)he would not show the goods. The heart scan is a very important part of the
20-week for all babies but with our history they wanted to be extra careful.
Due to this snag we had the pleasure of returning two days later for a Level II
ultrasound of the heart.
If you remember the Level II ultrasound is not performed at
our doctor’s office but at offsite location with a “specialized” doctor reading
the tech’s report. This “specialized” doctor is the same person who walked into
the room after JD’s Level II ultrasound and said, “I guess I am the barer of
bad news.” And continued to shrug his shoulders when I asked questions (check
out the amazingly heartless conversation here). Needless to say Nate and I were
pumped to meet up with this man again.
Long story short .
. . everything looks great.
Heart is pumping strong with a high heart rate in the 160s with a cute little
nose in the profile pictures.
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| Cute button nose |
However, the excitement continued when Dr. Great Bedside
Manner came in to talk to us.
Doctor (as soon as he walks into the room):
“Last time baby had problems, this time baby has no problems.”
Nate and I look at each other and smile
Doctor: “How old
is the baby now? How is the baby doing . . . you know (then he waves his hand over his head) mentally.”
Me: “Ummm, he 22-months
and he is doing really well and growing stronger everyday and continuing to
develop.
Doctor: -------Crickets
Me: Okay, thanks.
All is good.
As soon as the doctor left Nate and I burst into laughter.
Who asks a question like that? Not “how is he developing cognitively or socially”
nope he waves his hand over his head and asks how he is doing “mentally”?!?!?
Nate and I are pretty laid back people and do not offend easily which is why we
could not control our laughter . . . however, most other people would have been
very upset with this conversation and rightly so.
Whatever. Nate and I are very pleased with JD’s new
milestones and his development so silly questions from rude people don’t bother
us. It just adds a new joke to our super hilarious conversations.
Growing up as an only child I have always wanted a large
family. While having 3 kids under the age of 4-years-old sounds insane (and
probably is insane) all I can see is the future. Big events with tables that
barely fit our family, a fireplace filled with Christmas stockings, vacations
with pictures full of smiles, family sporting events with the largest cheering
section coming from the Gawels, and three siblings who work together, play
together, and support each other throughout all of life’s adventures. The Gawel Adventure List continues to
grow with exciting and new quests in our future.
